Work.

Sure, I passed the boards, I got my license last September and I took my oath last Monday, but why is it that I still feel a thorn on my throat? Maybe it's that sense of responsibility that keeps haunting me.

I got a job recently. But it's only for 2months so it's somewhat part time. But at least I get a few bucks in my bank account to help in my training in the near future. I actually heard that the Department of Health issued a memo that hospitals shouldn't train nurses anymore. But I'm not sure if that meant that if hospitals should just go on and hire nurses or if any form of training should just be removed altogether. If it's the former then that would be good in a sense that when they get you, you're hired. Though that can also mean that it would be hard to get in 'coz of course, a hospital can only hold so much nurses. But if it's the latter, it'll be a bomb on all of us unemployed nurses right now. There are hospitals who require their applicants to have experience first, so if the training program is removed, what would happen?

But anyway, I'm taking it one step at a time. Although I've come to realize that it's not such a good thing to not have a plan for yourself. I mean, of course I have a plan because there are some things that I want to achieve in life, too. But the way that everything is unsure regarding the future of professional nurses, it's quite hard to have a fixed mindset on how things should be. I just don't know why I am finding it hard to even make a tentative plan for myself. Haha. All I have is something like I plan to earn, train and work. Haha. Hay. I should seriously start planning about my future, huh?

Am actually here at work, rushing and cramming the deadlines. Hahaha.

Later days,

~coffeeandmusiclover~